Happy Bday to My Beloved Jie!!!

Yes...it's drawn by me..last minute...lol

To Kelsey Jie!!!!

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

Sorry me didn't do much ><>

Weelllll....happy birthday! :D

Your Kai Di,

Terance

Smiles xD

Settling Down...

The waves swept on the sandy beach, each pulse getting stronger and stronger, dark clouds filled the sky all of a sudden, lightning flashed, thunder boomed, large surfs clashed with rocks on shore, accelerating wind blew on the palm trees......

A hurricane of storm was brewing, destroying everything it comes in contact with, trashing, cutting, slashing, slicing, whipping everything in it's path, resembling an army of heartless, cold-blooded soldiers......

But after just a few minutes of Poseidon's rage, there came calm waves, splashing on the beautiful beach once more......

Alas, the destruction of just a few mere minutes still could not be avoided, so much damage, so much chaos and destruction, a sad sight really......

Sometime's it is better to hold it up on your rage and anger, but when you can't take it anymore, don't lash it out on someone or something, find you quiet place, settle down, and just let the storm pass, it might seem hard, but just imagine, if you're lashing it out on someone, will it make any difference? I'm writing this, to say what have I experienced, and also advice my readers.

Thanks Kels for the calming post......really appreciate it! That's why I made a Kels Jie Appreciation Day last year! :D

Terance.

Vanilla Twilight...modified by..me of course! xD

Lately I've been really glued to this song---Vanilla Twilight, by of course, OWL CITY!!!!!

Well...thumbs up for them! I've changed the song V.T a'lil lol...just for youuu~*not gonna tell who...haha pwnt noobs! xD*

I lie on the bed thinking of you,

And I stayed awake I miss you,

Cause you're the missing piece of my puzzle,

And my mind won't go on safe and soundly,

Because I miss your arms around me,

I have all my thoughts on you dear,

Cause I wished you were here.

I'll watch the day turn dark blue,

But it's not the same without you,

Because it's not the same without you,

Because it's an awful quiet day today,

The silence isn't so bad,

But without you I'm just plain sad,

Oh how I wish I've heard that,

That beautiful laughter in the same old way.

When dark-lit eyes grow brighter,

And heavy wings gets lighter,

I'll hold on to those fallen feathers,

And just pray and pray even harder,

Oh my only wish that you were here,

Oh if my voice could reach you over there,

I'd tell you by your ears,

OH DARLING I WISH YOU WERE HERE!!!

Terance.

Coldness

A cold wind blew,

He stood still there,

His mind and heart knew,

His feelings left back there,

The past memories few,

Still stuck in him there,

As the leaves touched by dew,

So coldly he stare,

There he stood, he knew,

She belonged to that love right there.

As he stood silently,

The two lovers meet,

He was sad, yet happy,

"Congrats!" he greet,

To both of them cheerfully,

Then he and her eyes meet......

It was like two different worlds,

His eyes were teary and sad,

Her's was caring and cheery,

Looking at it, his tears he held back,

He wanted to just see her happy,

So he forced a smile back,

But though forced, it was still sincerely,

She walked away, with a turned back,

Joining her love, walking onwards lovingly......

And right there he was alone,

Once more alone in the rain,

Though hate,vengeance he never shown,

His heart and soul still in vain,

Alone once more, with no light shone,

Holding back his pain......

Terance

What I was meant to say...

This may be the first time I've done this, or maybe I did it once last time, but this time, I'm serious.

Though I have failed to tell you how I felt about you for countless times,

And though I have already tell you,

But there's still one thing I haven't asked of you yet,

This is what I'm about to say,

"Shemun, I really like you, will you please accept me this time? I know I may not be your ideal of your perfect guy, but, please at least give me a chance? I'm not forcing or anything, your choice is your choice......but I'd really hope for a good one...well...let's just not hope so high xP"

If you're reading this Shemun, then choose...

If not, this'll be locked up away in a darkness for the time passed on...

Terance.

Loves Ya XD

Hey, don't think bad of yourself,

Don't say you ain't pritty,

What I really think myself,

Is what a pity...

To those who shunned ya,

To those who insult ya,

To those who stabbed ya,

To those who don't accept ya...

Well, I think you are one heck a a gal,

An angel sent straight from the heavens,

Not those from hell,

Those people so bad, they're all melons...

I know I might not have made this poem well,

I know I may not have the guts to tell,

In front of you on what I really felt,

"I LOVE YOU!" is all I wanna yell...

Terance.

Endurance

Well...since I'm kinda suffering from something now, I just want to share what I think about ENDURANCE.

Endurance...having a will to endure on thing no matter what a cost or burden it is...

Being physically strong doesn't mean you can endure everything, you can't endure much mental pressure, stress or a strike on your emotions...that's the weakness of being overly-physically-strong, although, you can still endure concrete things, taking on burdens and tasks which are considered impossible by some people, that is one good thing.

Being mentally strong, also doesn't mean you can endure all things thrown at you. Though your mind may be well strengthen and trained to withstand immerse stress, insults, pressure on you, shock in emotion-wise positions, but still, physical tasks are rather hard to achieve. That is the disadvantage, but the advantage is, you do most of the planning, to kill, without even laying your hand on the victim, you control from afar, let people do it for you, but be warned, being too much like this will corrupt one's mind, making them waaay to shrewed and diabolic to plan for much more...greedier and greater aims...get a strong grip of yourself, as you have a strong mind.

Alas, the best way to go, is being mentally and physically balanced. You can endure almost all tasks thrown at you, but one thing is, you will not perform the very best. But this is what makes us humans so interesting, we thrive to correct and strengthen ourselves, making ourselves more better, advance and stronger, therefore, having a balanced mind and body is what keeps one from being corrupted, but instead making us successful.

Well...that was a little too long...but do take some time and read this, take some time to know, what type of people are you. For those who read this, thankyou.

Power through Balance.

Guthix.

Till then,

Terance.

Christmas---A Time of Giving...

Or was it Thanksgiving? XD who cares...Christmas is really a fun time to get around with friends, family and some other people you don't know! XD You should all be happy that having to be with them is better than getting presents, so I, Terance X100 wishes all of the people who believes in Christmas...and Santa Claus

A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Terance.