Coldness

A cold wind blew,

He stood still there,

His mind and heart knew,

His feelings left back there,

The past memories few,

Still stuck in him there,

As the leaves touched by dew,

So coldly he stare,

There he stood, he knew,

She belonged to that love right there.

As he stood silently,

The two lovers meet,

He was sad, yet happy,

"Congrats!" he greet,

To both of them cheerfully,

Then he and her eyes meet......

It was like two different worlds,

His eyes were teary and sad,

Her's was caring and cheery,

Looking at it, his tears he held back,

He wanted to just see her happy,

So he forced a smile back,

But though forced, it was still sincerely,

She walked away, with a turned back,

Joining her love, walking onwards lovingly......

And right there he was alone,

Once more alone in the rain,

Though hate,vengeance he never shown,

His heart and soul still in vain,

Alone once more, with no light shone,

Holding back his pain......

Terance

What I was meant to say...

This may be the first time I've done this, or maybe I did it once last time, but this time, I'm serious.

Though I have failed to tell you how I felt about you for countless times,

And though I have already tell you,

But there's still one thing I haven't asked of you yet,

This is what I'm about to say,

"Shemun, I really like you, will you please accept me this time? I know I may not be your ideal of your perfect guy, but, please at least give me a chance? I'm not forcing or anything, your choice is your choice......but I'd really hope for a good one...well...let's just not hope so high xP"

If you're reading this Shemun, then choose...

If not, this'll be locked up away in a darkness for the time passed on...

Terance.

Loves Ya XD

Hey, don't think bad of yourself,

Don't say you ain't pritty,

What I really think myself,

Is what a pity...

To those who shunned ya,

To those who insult ya,

To those who stabbed ya,

To those who don't accept ya...

Well, I think you are one heck a a gal,

An angel sent straight from the heavens,

Not those from hell,

Those people so bad, they're all melons...

I know I might not have made this poem well,

I know I may not have the guts to tell,

In front of you on what I really felt,

"I LOVE YOU!" is all I wanna yell...

Terance.

Endurance

Well...since I'm kinda suffering from something now, I just want to share what I think about ENDURANCE.

Endurance...having a will to endure on thing no matter what a cost or burden it is...

Being physically strong doesn't mean you can endure everything, you can't endure much mental pressure, stress or a strike on your emotions...that's the weakness of being overly-physically-strong, although, you can still endure concrete things, taking on burdens and tasks which are considered impossible by some people, that is one good thing.

Being mentally strong, also doesn't mean you can endure all things thrown at you. Though your mind may be well strengthen and trained to withstand immerse stress, insults, pressure on you, shock in emotion-wise positions, but still, physical tasks are rather hard to achieve. That is the disadvantage, but the advantage is, you do most of the planning, to kill, without even laying your hand on the victim, you control from afar, let people do it for you, but be warned, being too much like this will corrupt one's mind, making them waaay to shrewed and diabolic to plan for much more...greedier and greater aims...get a strong grip of yourself, as you have a strong mind.

Alas, the best way to go, is being mentally and physically balanced. You can endure almost all tasks thrown at you, but one thing is, you will not perform the very best. But this is what makes us humans so interesting, we thrive to correct and strengthen ourselves, making ourselves more better, advance and stronger, therefore, having a balanced mind and body is what keeps one from being corrupted, but instead making us successful.

Well...that was a little too long...but do take some time and read this, take some time to know, what type of people are you. For those who read this, thankyou.

Power through Balance.

Guthix.

Till then,

Terance.

Christmas---A Time of Giving...

Or was it Thanksgiving? XD who cares...Christmas is really a fun time to get around with friends, family and some other people you don't know! XD You should all be happy that having to be with them is better than getting presents, so I, Terance X100 wishes all of the people who believes in Christmas...and Santa Claus

A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Terance.

FireFlies~ by Owl City

An Epic Song which I'd like to share...this took Paralyzer's place in my song list lol...

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

FireFlies by Owl City

Till then,

Terance.

Move Along~

This time...I have learnt a good lesson. Not all people who are close to you are good friends, and not all the people that is not close ain't good friends.

Recently, I've lost a friend, one who is very close to me...

We shared good times together even though its only been a year...

And now, just to shake me cos she likes another person and that I told her I liked her, she became mean to me. She doesn't even bother to talk to me at all, and didn't even say a thank you to me giving her a present bought back from Thailand during my vacation...

Even friends from my old school and even I knew them online gave me a birthday greeting, except her...and yet she says she remembers everyone of her friend's birthdays...

And yes, its one special gal I've been after for this whole year...

And now, we can't even be normal friends...

So for the first time, I'm writing a poem that doesn't have anything to do with Love, but quite the opposite of it...

Spring comes and go,

We enjoyed the flowers together no?

Summer is hot,

But we went through it did we not?

Autumn's beautiful as it is,

It was a moment me and you didn't miss,

Winter's cold freezing,

But together we go on shivering.

But now you forget about it all,

My only faith and hope you have made them fall,

Gone you are, long forever,

Together with my heart really taken first time ever.

I'm much more of a stronger person now,

And so I say to myself, "Take a Bow",

The will in myself have been strong,

I told myself, "Move Along".

I will not grief nor hate,

Nor I will get revenge on your fate,

Move along is what I shall do,

Stay myself is what I will too.

Depressed,

Terance.

Phrases Once More XD

To live life without a purpose, is the purpose I live it.

Long live one's will not money.

Money makes the world go round,

But Love makes the world rotate. =p

The sudden appearence of a deaf squirrel is most puzzling. (Uri) XD

Love is like a flower,

When you really put your heart into growing it,

It'll turn into something nice~

*This is not happening to me XD*

Love is like a rock, no matter what you do to it, it still remains the same...

*This is what's happening to me*

Have fun living life for those with purposes,

As for those who doesn't have one, then this is your purpose. =p

Well, I'm not paralyzed,

But I seemed to be struck by you,

I wanna make you move,

Because you're standing still!

And if your body,

Matches what your eyes can do,

You'll probably move rite thru,

ME ON MY WAY TO YOUU~

*Paralyzer chorus, by Finger Eleven~ <3*

Well, that's all I got peeps! Cya next time XD

Terance.