Hmmm.....it's a great night! I finally got to talk to her! Although not that much....exams are drawing near....and I haven't even studied!!! Well...i did a lil bit of studying....lols....hmmm...i gotta have a decent chat with her on Tuesday....so..i've got nothing much to say now...
And I wanna say is good luck to all those who are taking the coming exams!
Till then, Terance
p/s--this is damn short post..XD
Friday, July 24, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Day of.....nothing to say...XD
Today was suppose to be a happy day, sadly at the end of the day, which is expected to be the happiest for today...turned out bad...here's how it went...
As usual, I started the day with a lil'bit of Runescape...well...not little...lols...I killed the Shadow Diamond Guardian for the quest Desert Treasure, completed the quest, got Ancient Magicks, killed some Dust Devils, completed the quest Recipe For Disaster, got Barrow Gloves, and logged out. Time for school!
In school, I was more happier than yesterday as I've achieved what I wanted in Runescape...but that isn't my source of happiness...so, we had P.E...played basketball 5-on-5, lost to Wyeming's team...he seems to be the Man of the Match..lols...i can say, he has improved alot. So i rested, gulped down a whole bottle of water, rested again, went down to the field to play some Rugby(Ashroff taught me...XD)...after that, went to play some Soccer, time's up, went back to class and had English....well...that's rather boring....XD
Then, came back home happily, eager to go to tuition! But then, suddenly...I started emo-ing...wtf...how could this happen??? Was it the effect of playing extreme basketball under the immense, scorching sun??? I dunno!!! So I went to tuition as usual...Maths today...learning Loci....lols....the bad thing is that...."she" barely talked to me...or isit me not trying to talk to her??? I dunno...wtf is wrong with me...but then again...i didn't have much chance to talk to her on Thursdays either....so i emo-ed the whole Math class....until Teacher said about the Banana Boat thing that made us all laughed...including me...so after tuition class, I thought that i can catch up with her and have a fast chat, but when I went downstairs..being the second last to leave the room....she was already gone..DAMN IT ALL!!!!
So after that, I texted her, she didn't reply....I think she's not gonna talk to any boys...as she said that day...after a certain friend of mine teased her! Damn.....am i thinking too much, or is she just out of credit...well....tomorrow's tuition is Science, hope i get to sit in my usual spot(in front of her)...then i can ask her clearly, what's going on with her....I might be able to help...T.T...well...I'll stop writing here, hope it all goes well tomorrow....Guthix be with me!
Till then,
Terance
As usual, I started the day with a lil'bit of Runescape...well...not little...lols...I killed the Shadow Diamond Guardian for the quest Desert Treasure, completed the quest, got Ancient Magicks, killed some Dust Devils, completed the quest Recipe For Disaster, got Barrow Gloves, and logged out. Time for school!
In school, I was more happier than yesterday as I've achieved what I wanted in Runescape...but that isn't my source of happiness...so, we had P.E...played basketball 5-on-5, lost to Wyeming's team...he seems to be the Man of the Match..lols...i can say, he has improved alot. So i rested, gulped down a whole bottle of water, rested again, went down to the field to play some Rugby(Ashroff taught me...XD)...after that, went to play some Soccer, time's up, went back to class and had English....well...that's rather boring....XD
Then, came back home happily, eager to go to tuition! But then, suddenly...I started emo-ing...wtf...how could this happen??? Was it the effect of playing extreme basketball under the immense, scorching sun??? I dunno!!! So I went to tuition as usual...Maths today...learning Loci....lols....the bad thing is that...."she" barely talked to me...or isit me not trying to talk to her??? I dunno...wtf is wrong with me...but then again...i didn't have much chance to talk to her on Thursdays either....so i emo-ed the whole Math class....until Teacher said about the Banana Boat thing that made us all laughed...including me...so after tuition class, I thought that i can catch up with her and have a fast chat, but when I went downstairs..being the second last to leave the room....she was already gone..DAMN IT ALL!!!!
So after that, I texted her, she didn't reply....I think she's not gonna talk to any boys...as she said that day...after a certain friend of mine teased her! Damn.....am i thinking too much, or is she just out of credit...well....tomorrow's tuition is Science, hope i get to sit in my usual spot(in front of her)...then i can ask her clearly, what's going on with her....I might be able to help...T.T...well...I'll stop writing here, hope it all goes well tomorrow....Guthix be with me!
Till then,
Terance
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
The Poem that Says it All
Another day has passed,
And yet your face shows only sadness,
You say you're alright,
But you're in pain deep inside.
You don't reply my messages,
You don't answer my calls,
I have no choice,
But to leave you be.
All I can say is, I care about you,
And my one and only wish,
Is to be beside you,
To protect you.
I want to be your Guardian Angel,
I want to watch over you,
I want to be beside you always,
I want to be your Shield.
Do not be sad,
For sadness brings even more sorrows,
Let me smile upon you,
To shine away your deepest worries.
You are that special one,
The special one I must and will protect,
As a friend, or more,
I'll always be with you.
And yet your face shows only sadness,
You say you're alright,
But you're in pain deep inside.
You don't reply my messages,
You don't answer my calls,
I have no choice,
But to leave you be.
All I can say is, I care about you,
And my one and only wish,
Is to be beside you,
To protect you.
I want to be your Guardian Angel,
I want to watch over you,
I want to be beside you always,
I want to be your Shield.
Do not be sad,
For sadness brings even more sorrows,
Let me smile upon you,
To shine away your deepest worries.
You are that special one,
The special one I must and will protect,
As a friend, or more,
I'll always be with you.
Terance
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Sadness
The pain,
The horror,
The sadness.
Without your smile,
I'm trapped in the pit of hell,
In the darkest edge of the world,
Where no light shines.
The icy cold winds,
Grip me like claws,
Freezing my heart,
Wiping out all happiness,
Draining all cheerfulness,
From my weak, feeble heart.
Your sadness is my sadness,
Without your smile,
I'll shed tears as long as the River Nile,
So I wish for your happiness to return,
And I'll be waiting at World's End,
To see your beautiful smile again.
The horror,
The sadness.
Without your smile,
I'm trapped in the pit of hell,
In the darkest edge of the world,
Where no light shines.
The icy cold winds,
Grip me like claws,
Freezing my heart,
Wiping out all happiness,
Draining all cheerfulness,
From my weak, feeble heart.
Your sadness is my sadness,
Without your smile,
I'll shed tears as long as the River Nile,
So I wish for your happiness to return,
And I'll be waiting at World's End,
To see your beautiful smile again.
Terance
Monday, July 20, 2009
A Day...of BORINGNESS!!!
Wow...it's such a boring day today! But then there's a teacher who's absent...and so...i just did my homework in class..listen to teacher...more homework..more listening that's all....lols
Well..a good thing is that i can finally got 53 Thieving! I can now complete a dangerous quest, Desert Treasure, and then finally complete Recipe For Disaster!!!
Well...got noting much to say though...hmmms...i get to meet her tomorrow! Gonna ask her to try to tell me the personal problem..so i can solve it with her..XD
Till then,
Terance.
Well..a good thing is that i can finally got 53 Thieving! I can now complete a dangerous quest, Desert Treasure, and then finally complete Recipe For Disaster!!!
Well...got noting much to say though...hmmms...i get to meet her tomorrow! Gonna ask her to try to tell me the personal problem..so i can solve it with her..XD
Till then,
Terance.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
The Poem For You
For you, I see,
For you, I hear,
For you, I breathe,
For you, I live.
For you, I move on,
For you, I fight on,
For you, I protect,
For you, I exist.
For you, are the reason why I speak,
For you, are the reason why I sleep,
I think of you, day and night,
I pray for you before I sleep,
For you, mean everything to me.
I shall move on,
I shall wait,
For the day that comes,
For the day that when you return,
For the day that when you be mine.
For you, are my angel.
For you, I hear,
For you, I breathe,
For you, I live.
For you, I move on,
For you, I fight on,
For you, I protect,
For you, I exist.
For you, are the reason why I speak,
For you, are the reason why I sleep,
I think of you, day and night,
I pray for you before I sleep,
For you, mean everything to me.
I shall move on,
I shall wait,
For the day that comes,
For the day that when you return,
For the day that when you be mine.
For you, are my angel.
Terance
Confession
Well, nothing's as good as to start the morning with playing badminton! As i said on my previous post, i'm gonna confess to her today morning....and i did! But...it didn't got as well as planned....
JY didn't make it, "her" friend didn't make it too...so that leaves both of us together...for two whole hours...after one hour of playing badminton, we went outside to have a drink and eat the cake she brought for both of us...after that, we went upstairs of the clubhouse, looking at the view of the Golf Course from atop....i turned to her, and tried to tell her....but then i just can't keep a straight and serious face....i laughed...for the following 10 minutes, we just stood there, nothing to say to each other....me laughing off sometimes for no good reason...i'm just pathetic....and then, it struck me....i suddenly got the whole thing over, i put on a serious face, called her, she looked at me, asking,"you wanna tell me yet?", then....my mouth opened..."i..", my heartbeat was like a wild horse, dashing across the fields of grass...." you what?" she asked, and then i spilled it, "i like you, your like an angel to me, you take my trouble away, that's why i like you..", we just stood there, sudden silence befell us...and then, i asked "will you accept me?", she replied, "awww....how sweet, but sadly, i can't accept you.....well....can't for now.....i have some unsettled personal problems....", i was already shocked when i heard"i can't accept you..." but then, "not for now", i asked her back, "what do you mean, not for now?", she answered,"if that damn problem was solved long ago, i could've accepted you long ago, my dear..."
Although it didn't go as planned, although i didn't get her, but now i know...she does have feelings for me....or so i think...but there's nothing to worry about her for me....and so, i wish her good luck on solving the problem...my patience will be tested here.....i shall wait for you.....even if it takes eternity...
Till then,
Terance.
JY didn't make it, "her" friend didn't make it too...so that leaves both of us together...for two whole hours...after one hour of playing badminton, we went outside to have a drink and eat the cake she brought for both of us...after that, we went upstairs of the clubhouse, looking at the view of the Golf Course from atop....i turned to her, and tried to tell her....but then i just can't keep a straight and serious face....i laughed...for the following 10 minutes, we just stood there, nothing to say to each other....me laughing off sometimes for no good reason...i'm just pathetic....and then, it struck me....i suddenly got the whole thing over, i put on a serious face, called her, she looked at me, asking,"you wanna tell me yet?", then....my mouth opened..."i..", my heartbeat was like a wild horse, dashing across the fields of grass...." you what?" she asked, and then i spilled it, "i like you, your like an angel to me, you take my trouble away, that's why i like you..", we just stood there, sudden silence befell us...and then, i asked "will you accept me?", she replied, "awww....how sweet, but sadly, i can't accept you.....well....can't for now.....i have some unsettled personal problems....", i was already shocked when i heard"i can't accept you..." but then, "not for now", i asked her back, "what do you mean, not for now?", she answered,"if that damn problem was solved long ago, i could've accepted you long ago, my dear..."
Although it didn't go as planned, although i didn't get her, but now i know...she does have feelings for me....or so i think...but there's nothing to worry about her for me....and so, i wish her good luck on solving the problem...my patience will be tested here.....i shall wait for you.....even if it takes eternity...
Till then,
Terance.
Ellows everyone once again! Sorry for not posting a new post yeserday...kinda have nothing to say...well...tomorrow i'm going to play badminton at the clubhouse...and "she"'s going too....i'm thinking of telling her, face to face about my true feelings...hope she accepts it though...T.T...well...nothing much to say...just found that playing Barrows is much more fun than hunting..so now i'm addicted to it..although still no good rewards from the chest...well..back to DotA..
Till then,
Terance.
Till then,
Terance.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
My day today
Now....the main point....about my day...
Well, the typical stuff....like usual Thursdays, we have P.E.This time, our class basketball players all agreed on playing full court, 7-on-7...at the end, my team won with the score of 7-4...lols....if your asking why such a short match...well, it's because it's full court and we all are running like mad through and fro the basketball court....it's tiring you know....XD
Then me and a couple of peeps were lucky that Pn.Sharon was on leave(I forgot to bring a food product label for an assignment in English....just found one though..XD).All we do was just talk around and played an unsuccessful game of Mafia, Police and Citizens(i know it's childish)....and i got one whole period(25mins) to think about whether is my love true for "her" or not....at the end i guess it's true...
Well, when i came home, i enjoyed the dinner my grandma made, it was my favourite dishes(not gonna tell'em XD) then i heard that my friend, whom i mention earlier in my posts, the backstabber guy....let's just call him JF..he coupled with the girl of his dreams...and at the end, the case where he backstabbed me was solved and we were both sorry,although i don't even know what i am sorry for, and we both became good friends again...yay...i guess....
Now....i do have a crush on "her", for those who read my blog and know who it is...just don't say "her" name out, and keep quiet, comment all you want, just don't mention her name...as i was saying...i constructed a poem...just for her...and i'll post it on my next post...just don't feel like blogging anymore tonight..
Well, till then,
Terance.
Well, the typical stuff....like usual Thursdays, we have P.E.This time, our class basketball players all agreed on playing full court, 7-on-7...at the end, my team won with the score of 7-4...lols....if your asking why such a short match...well, it's because it's full court and we all are running like mad through and fro the basketball court....it's tiring you know....XD
Then me and a couple of peeps were lucky that Pn.Sharon was on leave(I forgot to bring a food product label for an assignment in English....just found one though..XD).All we do was just talk around and played an unsuccessful game of Mafia, Police and Citizens(i know it's childish)....and i got one whole period(25mins) to think about whether is my love true for "her" or not....at the end i guess it's true...
Well, when i came home, i enjoyed the dinner my grandma made, it was my favourite dishes(not gonna tell'em XD) then i heard that my friend, whom i mention earlier in my posts, the backstabber guy....let's just call him JF..he coupled with the girl of his dreams...and at the end, the case where he backstabbed me was solved and we were both sorry,although i don't even know what i am sorry for, and we both became good friends again...yay...i guess....
Now....i do have a crush on "her", for those who read my blog and know who it is...just don't say "her" name out, and keep quiet, comment all you want, just don't mention her name...as i was saying...i constructed a poem...just for her...and i'll post it on my next post...just don't feel like blogging anymore tonight..
Well, till then,
Terance.
Chinchompa Hunting
Aaah....after a day's work of hunting..those cute, but yet deadly Chinchompas! If you those who read my blog and dunno what's a chinchompas, well...here's a picture of it:
Cute huh??? Well..here is a picture of my character hunting it them!
Well about that....it's really quite fun though....click to view full picture....lols...
Cute huh??? Well..here is a picture of my character hunting it them!Well about that....it's really quite fun though....click to view full picture....lols...
Is this telling me Something???
Well....i gotta thanks Kels Jie for encouraging me to blog...now....let's talk about interesting stuffs....
I had a really weird dream last night...and it has nothing to do with my previous ones, although most of them do...lols....so, i don't remember how it started, but what i remembered was me going out to sea....trying to catch the largest swordfish(awkward, huh?)....i didn't know the reason why i went out to sea to catch a swordfish.....lols...then after that, the captain sailed in a small river and says we're heading to the Monkey King Bar??? Too much DotA i guess.....but then, i was thrown offboard and i was captured by the civilians there...now the dream just turned from a fishing trip, to being a fugitive....then, things were blurry...i was sentence to 3 years of spending life in jail...for disturbing their river...lols....and when i was in the jail cell....a light shone...then a book titled"God is the Creator, How to be God for Dummies"...i was like...shocked i guess.....when i read the beginning, it said, this book will self destruct under the reader's command or after 350 hours of reading this book....another awkward case??
So...the first chapter of the book was like, if God were to leave his candle-lit, holy throne in a cinema because he booked a ticket to watch some cool summer block-buster movie and forgot to come..and you came in and sat on his throne unknowingly, well, congrats!!! This is really getting awkward....i wonder that if this dream is trying to tell me something....well..i doubt that i will get to continue on this book in my dreams...because my dreams continue very seldomly.....
Well, next i might be writing about the gal i'm aftering...
Till then,
Terance.
I had a really weird dream last night...and it has nothing to do with my previous ones, although most of them do...lols....so, i don't remember how it started, but what i remembered was me going out to sea....trying to catch the largest swordfish(awkward, huh?)....i didn't know the reason why i went out to sea to catch a swordfish.....lols...then after that, the captain sailed in a small river and says we're heading to the Monkey King Bar??? Too much DotA i guess.....but then, i was thrown offboard and i was captured by the civilians there...now the dream just turned from a fishing trip, to being a fugitive....then, things were blurry...i was sentence to 3 years of spending life in jail...for disturbing their river...lols....and when i was in the jail cell....a light shone...then a book titled"God is the Creator, How to be God for Dummies"...i was like...shocked i guess.....when i read the beginning, it said, this book will self destruct under the reader's command or after 350 hours of reading this book....another awkward case??
So...the first chapter of the book was like, if God were to leave his candle-lit, holy throne in a cinema because he booked a ticket to watch some cool summer block-buster movie and forgot to come..and you came in and sat on his throne unknowingly, well, congrats!!! This is really getting awkward....i wonder that if this dream is trying to tell me something....well..i doubt that i will get to continue on this book in my dreams...because my dreams continue very seldomly.....
Well, next i might be writing about the gal i'm aftering...
Till then,
Terance.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Sadness of the Day
Okay, let's talk about the real stuff now....
I'm rather down these days as i just found some of my friends are backstabbing me...(Rikimarus?) They've been talking bad about me for a looong time....do friends really have to be like this??Well, i dont really bother if they treat me as friends or not...since i did and now they backstabbed me, so i'll just ignore them...
Grr....about the girl i'm trying so hard to get....it's still no use....i'm still waiting until Mid-Autumn Festival comes...then i'll give her the poem i wrote...hope she likes it..but then again, getting a girl ain't easy...
So i'll stop for now then, i'm going to bed soon, and tomorrow morning i'll be getting 53 Hunter to hunt Chinchompas...cute, adorable raccoon like squirrel-creatures....that.........EXPLODES WHEN ATTACKED!!!
Till then,
Terance
I'm rather down these days as i just found some of my friends are backstabbing me...(Rikimarus?) They've been talking bad about me for a looong time....do friends really have to be like this??Well, i dont really bother if they treat me as friends or not...since i did and now they backstabbed me, so i'll just ignore them...
Grr....about the girl i'm trying so hard to get....it's still no use....i'm still waiting until Mid-Autumn Festival comes...then i'll give her the poem i wrote...hope she likes it..but then again, getting a girl ain't easy...
So i'll stop for now then, i'm going to bed soon, and tomorrow morning i'll be getting 53 Hunter to hunt Chinchompas...cute, adorable raccoon like squirrel-creatures....that.........EXPLODES WHEN ATTACKED!!!
Till then,
Terance
re-blogged
I've re-blogged...decided to do this because..
Firstly, I don't have a proper diary....lols...
Secondly, I have a lot of things in mind..so yeah..i just wanna type it all out on the computer...and i don't really care whether people read it or not...
So there you have it!!!
Firstly, I don't have a proper diary....lols...
Secondly, I have a lot of things in mind..so yeah..i just wanna type it all out on the computer...and i don't really care whether people read it or not...
So there you have it!!!
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