Endurance

Well...since I'm kinda suffering from something now, I just want to share what I think about ENDURANCE.

Endurance...having a will to endure on thing no matter what a cost or burden it is...

Being physically strong doesn't mean you can endure everything, you can't endure much mental pressure, stress or a strike on your emotions...that's the weakness of being overly-physically-strong, although, you can still endure concrete things, taking on burdens and tasks which are considered impossible by some people, that is one good thing.

Being mentally strong, also doesn't mean you can endure all things thrown at you. Though your mind may be well strengthen and trained to withstand immerse stress, insults, pressure on you, shock in emotion-wise positions, but still, physical tasks are rather hard to achieve. That is the disadvantage, but the advantage is, you do most of the planning, to kill, without even laying your hand on the victim, you control from afar, let people do it for you, but be warned, being too much like this will corrupt one's mind, making them waaay to shrewed and diabolic to plan for much more...greedier and greater aims...get a strong grip of yourself, as you have a strong mind.

Alas, the best way to go, is being mentally and physically balanced. You can endure almost all tasks thrown at you, but one thing is, you will not perform the very best. But this is what makes us humans so interesting, we thrive to correct and strengthen ourselves, making ourselves more better, advance and stronger, therefore, having a balanced mind and body is what keeps one from being corrupted, but instead making us successful.

Well...that was a little too long...but do take some time and read this, take some time to know, what type of people are you. For those who read this, thankyou.

Power through Balance.

Guthix.

Till then,

Terance.

Christmas---A Time of Giving...

Or was it Thanksgiving? XD who cares...Christmas is really a fun time to get around with friends, family and some other people you don't know! XD You should all be happy that having to be with them is better than getting presents, so I, Terance X100 wishes all of the people who believes in Christmas...and Santa Claus

A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Terance.

FireFlies~ by Owl City

An Epic Song which I'd like to share...this took Paralyzer's place in my song list lol...

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as I fell asleep

'Cause they'd fill the open air
And leave teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But I would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(Please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(Please take me away from here)
Why do I tire of counting sheep
(Please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep

To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams

FireFlies by Owl City

Till then,

Terance.

Move Along~

This time...I have learnt a good lesson. Not all people who are close to you are good friends, and not all the people that is not close ain't good friends.

Recently, I've lost a friend, one who is very close to me...

We shared good times together even though its only been a year...

And now, just to shake me cos she likes another person and that I told her I liked her, she became mean to me. She doesn't even bother to talk to me at all, and didn't even say a thank you to me giving her a present bought back from Thailand during my vacation...

Even friends from my old school and even I knew them online gave me a birthday greeting, except her...and yet she says she remembers everyone of her friend's birthdays...

And yes, its one special gal I've been after for this whole year...

And now, we can't even be normal friends...

So for the first time, I'm writing a poem that doesn't have anything to do with Love, but quite the opposite of it...

Spring comes and go,

We enjoyed the flowers together no?

Summer is hot,

But we went through it did we not?

Autumn's beautiful as it is,

It was a moment me and you didn't miss,

Winter's cold freezing,

But together we go on shivering.

But now you forget about it all,

My only faith and hope you have made them fall,

Gone you are, long forever,

Together with my heart really taken first time ever.

I'm much more of a stronger person now,

And so I say to myself, "Take a Bow",

The will in myself have been strong,

I told myself, "Move Along".

I will not grief nor hate,

Nor I will get revenge on your fate,

Move along is what I shall do,

Stay myself is what I will too.

Depressed,

Terance.

Phrases Once More XD

To live life without a purpose, is the purpose I live it.

Long live one's will not money.

Money makes the world go round,

But Love makes the world rotate. =p

The sudden appearence of a deaf squirrel is most puzzling. (Uri) XD

Love is like a flower,

When you really put your heart into growing it,

It'll turn into something nice~

*This is not happening to me XD*

Love is like a rock, no matter what you do to it, it still remains the same...

*This is what's happening to me*

Have fun living life for those with purposes,

As for those who doesn't have one, then this is your purpose. =p

Well, I'm not paralyzed,

But I seemed to be struck by you,

I wanna make you move,

Because you're standing still!

And if your body,

Matches what your eyes can do,

You'll probably move rite thru,

ME ON MY WAY TO YOUU~

*Paralyzer chorus, by Finger Eleven~ <3*

Well, that's all I got peeps! Cya next time XD

Terance.

A Prayer Log

Ol'Wise Saradomin,

All Mighty Zamorak,

Well Balanced Guthix,

Ol'Peaceful Armadyl,

And The Fearsome Zaros,

I sought for a prayer,

To protect whom I care about,

The people whom taught me so much,

The people whom have been there for my troubles.

To grant their mother,

A longer living,

Just for them to cherish it,

The last breath.

It may be a short prayer,

But still in my heart I sought for the best,

Miracle, magic and faith to happen,

To you my most respected tutors.

Terance.

All My Days On Practicing Dance Moves

LOL...now...I shall upload pictures from these few days of dance practice, for your information, we are practicing the dance---

SORRY, SORRY

by Super Junior

Now, as you all know...I seriously don't get why are the girls so OBSESSED by the Korean singers, but heck, they're quite good...so here you go...

Waimun, Yiting and Michelle

Szemun and Michelle

Haha, Yiting, Glen, Michelle and Shemun seems to be having one heck of a time ;D

O.O awesome dance moves peeps XD

Happy sia you all =p

Well, I'll be uploading more pictures on my next post then,

Till then,

Terance.

To me...life is hard...

Ello, I'm back! Decided not to change my blog address...so..meh...now, as my title suggests...

LIFE IS HARD!!!

I was banned from computer this few days, and now finally I get to use it...

So far, holidays have not gone as expected, everyday I either do what I planned to do (according to what have been expected) and then turn out not how I was expecting it, or i do something else such as

These few days I've been practicing dance moves for the Annual Dinner organised by my tuition centre...

Getting scold by mother,

Contributing waaaay too much on dance,

Getting scold by mother,

And a few more stuff which are repeated above XD

That's what most of it is...so I'm just gonna write more when I have more ideas,

Till then,

Terance.

A "GREAT" day...

Ok...life's boring and horrible, and I hate it...its either that, or I just hate Mondays! GAH! Cant believe i spent one whole rainy afternoon(I hate RAINY DAYS!) outside...walking from clubhouse to a friend's house..which probably whom I'm not that fond with...just to practice...dance moves...lol.......*dots*......

Then again...Gan and me had quite good fun...so "great" doesn't actually go sarcastic...so yeah...

Well...I think i'll be giving up on this blog...I might be changing to a new blog address or just remake this stupid blog...I'll see to it, just too addicted to gaming now...

Till then,

Terance.

Wings of the Skies

Ok..I admit, it's been awhile since I updated blog...but I seriously am freshed outta ideas..but then, I saw this awesome pic of Kree'Arra, Guardian for the Armadyl Hilt (RuneScape stuff...just meh bout it) so I decided to post another poem...bout Wings again...lol..here goes...

The Sun at the horizon,
Shines at this beautiful sky,
A flock of herons,
Past the skies they glide.

Then came wings,
As graceful as a swan,
As large as all the things,
It is the one.

Kree'Arra,
Ol'Magnificent One,
How Thou Soar the Heavens,
Spreading Armadyl's Justice tired as none.

Thou wings gave Life,
Thou wings gave Peace,
Thou wings give Justice,
Thou wings give Hope.

Justice Through Peace.

Lord Armadyl

Terance.

An Epic Story...

Ok, so here's how it goes...

Naruto's dream was to be Hokage of the Village Hidden in the Leaves, he went on a journey to do so, with his trusted Pokemon Pals. On one time, he had encounter a very challenging challenger...his name was Micheal Jackson, Ninja of the Village of Pop. He was also the reknown King of Pop.

Naruto was challenged to a pointless battle by MJ, he first sent out Voltorb. Voltorb used spark, it manage to damage MJ, but just a little, MJ used "Gravity", Voltorb was hit hard, Voltorb used self-destruct, killing himself, but MJ avoided with Moonwalk.

Naruto sent out Vulpix, it used flamethrower, but MJ was unaffected. MJ used hat-throw and knocked Vulpix straight out.

Naruto sent out Squirtle, it used "Surf", MJ rode the wave back and knocked it straight out too.

Naruto says: "That's it! I choose you! Pikachu!" MJ wanted to end this pointless battle with such a noob quickly, so he used his ultimate move---Beat It+Thriller+Billie Jeans, Pikachu couldn't resist the awesome music and danced itself to death.

MJ left the battle with a victory moonwalking. As for the poor young Naruto, his dream was shattered, he gave up on becoming Hokage and went to become a Ramen Stall Person instead.

The End.

Terance

The Mooncake Festival

The Moon shines brightly,
Hanging on the black night skies,
Sparkling along with the stars,
A magnificent view indeed.

Though it may be a night of beauty,
But it means nothing without you,
For you are the one,
Who glimmers the brightest.

Thou we may be far apart,
Thou we don't see each other much,
But the Moon in the sky,
Will be what we see together.

I dedicate this poem, to the two lovebirds whom I know,

Nothing can seperate them,
Not even the sea or skies,
And certainly not the distance they're apart.

The beautiful and caring-Kels Jie
The handsome and also caring-Ed Kor

Happy Mooncake Festival, May Your Love Blooms Infinitely.

Terance.

Lost

Though once again I have failed,
Though once again the mist shades it,
Though once again the volcano sided it,
I will be back,
When I get stronger,
When I finally conquer this with ultimate skill,
You can break one's progress,
But it's the spirit that it UNBREAKEBLE!

You won once again TzTok-Jad.
But I will return.

Tzhaar Fight Caves

The pressure building up,
Sweat rolls down my face,
Thump, thump, thump,
Heart begun to race,
Hands trembling,
Feet shaking,
Eyes focusing,
Breathing deepening,
One by one killed,
Further and further I go,
Will I reach it without fail?
Or will I once again eat its dust?
Will I make it this time?

I must get to you this time, TzTok-Jad.

Terance X100

Deep Beauty and Grace

I'm posting this post in Port Dickson, Negeri Sembilan. Just felt like writing something bout the sea =p

You're like the sea,
The vast, blue sea,
You're as graceful as the waves,
Gushing to the shore,
You're as infinite as the horizon,
Which lies beyond the sea.

Though we only met once,
And we may not meet much,
But your beauty and grace,
Are deeply engraved in mind,
I always think of gazing at you,
Once more, once more...

Terance

Something.....figure out yourself..

On a great and beautIful day,
I saw thy Lovely face,
Though I was abIt shy,
And thou was awKward too,
But it was my wrong for being too wEak-willed.
Will thoU ever forgive me?
Though our time flew Zappingly fast,
But did we enjoy the time tOgether?
That quEstion is for you to answer.

AND SO I ASK OF THIS...CAN YOU GIVE ME A CHANCE?

An Outing with Friends

It's a beautiful day t'day, so i woke up early, went to McD, waited for friends, headed to Sunway Pyramid.

Ice skated, kept on falling and falling, archery, real easy, I own at it ;p, lunch at Burger King's, met two pritty gals(Jie and Zoe) =p, arcaded, movie(really funny and scary at the same time), arcaded more and went back...

Hmm...this is short...but meh...Ima not in quite a mood to write an essay now, Ima just gonna write a poem =]

Terance

Hope

For everyday,
The Sun shines,
The skies brighten,
A new day is here.

The doorway to Light,
The passage to Hope,
Is indeed hard to reach,
For Hope comes slowly.

To work hard for,
To see what hides,
To move on forward,
Is what Hope lies.

A better life,
A better future,
And a better path,
All starts with Hope.

Terance

A Tiring Day

Yoo!! I'm back! Well...I just went badminton with friends and tuition teacher, it was great! Well, today was the most tiring Saturday ever in all of my Saturdays! Dunno why...must be lack of sleep XD

Well, started the day with extra science tuition, came back, Sejarah tuition, came back, Guitar class(teacher praised me for doing well =D), Homemade Bak Kut Teh for dinner, badminton, and now =p

Hmm...felt so lonely when makan with Mr.Lee(my tuition centre founder, also, maths tutor) they all. Almost everyone have a girlfriend/boyfriend...except one...that's right! It's me! LOL...so awkward...but meh...the gal I'm after may be kinda hard...so....mehh...

Well, I came up with this poem...(lately been posting damn alotta poems...XD) Enjoy~

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I'm separated,
Far from you.

We can barely meet,
But we always greet,
Is this gonna be,
A long distance relationship?

I wanna be with you,
But faith pulls away you,
I wanna meet with you,
But time locks away you.

Oh how?
How is this gonna work?
How is this gonna end?
How am I to wait?
For the one and only,
You.

Yeah I know...the starting is copyrighted/common...but meh wit it...XD hmm...doesn't seem to rhyme much huh? Never mind lar...XD Well, have a very good Sunday=]

Till then,
Terance.

MG Destiny Gundam ZGMF X42S

Yeah, I know I'm a Gundam Freak! But meh, how can I not post the pics of my first MG Gundam? Destiny!

Cut though the dark skies, Destiny!




Slash them all~!

Gonna make more poses, just let me have the "feel" first...XD

Till then,
Terance

You Are...

You are my Light,
You are my Warmth,
You are my happiness.

You light up the darkest of caves,
You warm me on the coldest of days,
You cheer me up on the gloomest of times.

You are my wings,
You are my listener,
You are the one who I open my arms to.

You give me flight and hope,
You listen to what I have to say,
You are the one who I turn to when I'm down.

I want to be with you,
My feelings for you are more vast than the seas,
I want to be with you,
Be the angel of your heart,
So I ask of you,
Will you give me a chance?

Terance

Hatred and Vengeance

Hatred,
Is a poison,
Is a venom,
It is deadly.

Once it seeps into our bodies,
It begins to grow,
Spreading through every vein,
Poisoning us.

When hatred gets deeper,
It turns into vengeance,
The poison continues to spread,
Killing forgiveness.

The venom flows along,
Reaches our mind and soul,
Eventually,
Darkening our hearts.

With a dark heart,
We do anything,
Because of that one small hatred,
Death has been bestowed.

With vengeance,
We thrive to get it done,
We eagerly want revenge,
And at the end,
Killing ourself,
Vengeance is too a poison.

So let there be Light,
Forgive and forget,
Do not hold hatred,
Nor vengeance at heart,
For it will one day poison us,
To the one thing we fear most...

Death.

Terance

Kels Jie Appreciation Day

She's kind,
She's caring,
She's nice.

She's loving,
She's cheerful,
She's supportive,

She's the one who lights up the darkest of my days,
She's the one who helps me stand up when I fall,
She's my one and only,
Kels Jie!

This may be short,
This may be simple,
But it's the best thing i can think of,
To appreciate and return your kindness.

So let it be here,
So let the world hear,
For I declare,
Today as--
Kels Jie Appreaciation Day!
Every 6th of September,
For those who are closest to her,
Let's all celebrate,
Her existence and what has she done for us!

I dedicate this poem to Kelsey Kuek, my best Kai Jie. Nothing can replace'ya!

Terance

A First Time

First time,
Meeting you,
Looking in your face,
For the very first time.

Though you were shy,
But you manage to get over,
Heh I'm really glad,
To meet such a nice gal.

For an hour,
Or perhaps more,
Seems so short,
It's been so nice meeting you.

And now you're away to Dreamland,
I want to spread my wings,
And fly with you,
Across the vast, blue skies.

Your face reminded me of,
The bright sunshine,
The blue rivers,
The magnificent nature.

I want to be with you,
That's all that counts,
You are my angel,
My darlin' Angel.

Terance

Wings of Words. Lovestruck All Over Again...

Hahas, for all those Gundam fans out there, you all should know that "Wings of Words" is the 4th opening theme from Gundam SEED Destiny. Well, all I gotta say is that I'm seriously addicted to that song right now...so I'm sharing it with you all!!! Just lsiten from my new Mix.Pod...lol...

As for Lovestruck all over again...I'm seriously am lovestruck all over again...gave up on her...and now, going after a gal..which is less heartless...and she's quite a good gal too...sadly faraway from me...well then, might as well come up with another last minute freestyle poem! XD

I have wings,
But I can't use them to fly,
Wings of Words,
Binds us together,
The promise you made,
I still bare it in my mind,

The Wings of Words,
Every feather on it counts,
Our promise shall not fade,
It will be fulfilled someday,
And that day I will wait.

LOL...now that was certainly random XD...but meh, I like it. Well, it's late, gotta sleep, catch teh Z's, nites.

Till then,
Terance.

Gave Up

Guess you've win this war,
Victory is yours to take,
I lost,
That's all I gotta say.

This war ended,
This challenge taken,
This obstacle crossed,
This trouble beaten.

I've made my decision,
I raised my White Flag,
I give up,
I give up.

Enjoy your happiness,
And allow me, the weak one rot,
Strut with your victory,
Live happy with him.

That's all I gotta say, he won, I lost, go with him, we'll just be friends. That's rite! I'm over you, I'm done. I give up.
Now that's the down side today...the brightside is that I've found out what should i call my non-rhyming poetry! I shall call it Freestyle Poetry! Well...till then, and Good Luck Kels Jie on trials!!!

Terance

Came back from Ipoh

Well...i just came back from Ipoh 2 hours ago...all i did in Ipoh...well....eat, rest, eat more...lol..i bought MG Destiny GUNDAM!! So happy that my mom actually allowed me to buy it...=]]]] Thanks mom!

Well...i've ate some really great food this 2 days in Ipoh, for those who are going to Ipoh, you must eat the food there!!! Hmm...nothing much to say, tomorrow bringing back the new Bull Terrier puppy...and i cant wait to assemble my Destiny GUNDAM...i'm just gonna go RuneScape awhile and go to sleep. Cut through the dark skies, Destiny!

Till then,
Terance

Natures of Us

Yo again! I'm posting this post from Ipoh,my hometown. Well...this time I'm gonna talk about a very complex life-form, the Human Being.

We, humans are really complex living organisms. We can think, feel, interpret and do much more things...than all those lifeforms on Earth, we are the "Gifted Ones". And with emotions, we can be happy, sad, sorrowful, heartbroken, guilty, forgiving, merciful, merciless, cruel, caring, and the most common of all, GREEDINESS, and much more.

It's is human's greed that drives us to go further, to achive what we can't achieve and sometimes even to eliminate each other in order to get the thing that we want, that is what makes us the cruelest of lifeforms. People will even kill other people for what they want most, money, life, the fun of watching poeple die, or revenge. Vengeance is never good, so if your planning for revenge, digging a grave for that guy, dig one for yourself too.

Another emotion is Fear. And most poeple fear the most feared of all, Death. Death should not be feared, live life to the fullest, enjoy and cherish what you have now, do what you've always wanted to do, it is not Death you should be waiting for after retirement or something else, but it's to live life in a different way instead of working whole day long, that is the True Elixir of Longevity.

Death shall not be in vein,
For it brought some Balance to the World,
Death should not be feared,
Nor avoided,
As it is Natural,
To bring balance to this unbalanced world.

(Half an extract from,
Guthix's Book of Balance.)

Watch Teh Vids!

Hello! I've posted 4 vids on my blog...scroll down to watch them, they're Gundam Seed All Openings, Gundam Seed All Endings, Gundam Seed Destiny All Openings and Endings. Please take some time to listen to some of these good songs. Thanks! =]

Terance.

"A" Post

Hahas...it's the holidays! Well..i started my holidays 3 days earlier! Hahs! Was quarantined cos' one of my classmate was positive H1N1...hope I don't get it...lols...but still...I wish her to "Get Well Soon!". The other things is that I've been nolifing at Pest Control in RuneScape...but meh you wouldn't want me to tell much about that don't'cha?

Well, I've added 2 Youtube videos on my blog, both my favourite Opening Themes from Mobile Suit Gundam Seed Destiny, so do play it and enjoy! Even after you've finish reading my posts...they're both really nice, trust me. I might post another longer post tomorrow..lols.

Till then,
Terance.

My Reply Post to Kels Jie's Latest Post (read her post....lols)

Last beverage → Ribena mixed with Sprite, one of my favourite concocions...=D
last phone call → JianYuan...to play DotA...lols

Last instant message → WyeMing
Last song you listened to → Gundam Seed Destiny Op.4--Wings of Words
Last time you cried → urm...2 weeks ago?? cos of her...lol

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice → urm...yeeeaahhh....looooooong story......
Been cheated on → Yes.....read my recent posts....well...they might not look like i've been cheated..but i seriously do feel like i have been cheated....
Kissed someone & regretted it →N-O-P-E never kissed anyone before...disincluding parents
Lost someone special → Yeah.....to another guy....you all should already know....

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:

Fallen out of love → Nawh

Laughed until you cried → I've been doing that for these past few weeks XD
Met someone who changed your life → Yeah....loads....
Have you kissed anyone on your top friends? → Hells No...
How many ppl on your top friends do you know in real life? → About 5?
How many kids do you want to have → Urm...twins i guess...hahas...
Do you have any pets → A pet dog(Beagle breed) named Lucas, 4 goldfishes
Do you want to change your name → Yeah...might just add "Terance" into my full name in IC...lols
What time did you wake up today → About 9am?
What were you doing at midnight last night → Listening to songs on my phone while half dosing away...XD
Name something you CANNOT wait for → Oh...alot...a 99 skill, have her by my side....the end year hols....finishing the PMR exams....and to be a good environmentalist/ecologist
Last time you saw your father→ Just now...(approx.11pm)
What's one thing you wish you could change →The World
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Thomas
What's getting on your nerves right now → Making a choice of which to get 99.....her and her boyfriend....
What's your real name → Teh Mun Jun (soon to be Terance Teh MunJun)
Zodiac sign → Sagitarius
Elementary/primary School → CEC, SJK (C) Chee Wen
High School →SMK Kota Kemuning
Hair color → Black
Long or short → Short, spiked up and side ways in two directions...(natural) XD
Are you a health freak → Nawh...just eat what I want XD
Righty or lefty → Right

FIRSTS:

First surgery → Never
First piercing → Never
First best friend → Adrian Lai

First sport you joined →Badminton
First pet → Dog (Lucas)
First vacation → Aussie =D
First crush → Urm...dunno....hahas...never felt like how i feel now on her....=X

CURRENTLY :

Eating →Nothing...
Drinking →Same as the above...
Waiting → For the right chance to get her by my side....=/

YOUR FUTURE :

Want kids? → Duh??!!
Want to get married?→ Of course lar...
Careers in mind? → Environmentalist/Ecologist/Someone who can change the World

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger → Never...
Drank hard liquor → Nawh...
Lost glasses/contacts → Nope...they always with me ^^
Ran away from home → No!
Broken someone's heart → Maaayyybbeeee.......lol.......
Been arrested → Wadda'ya think I am? An outlaw??
Turned someone down → Got.....
Cried when someone died →Days....she was the best relative ever weirh!

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself → Sometimes....
Miracles → Yeah...but they don't usually come to me...
Love at first sight → Nawh...
Heaven → Of course! It's the place with unlimited happiness rite?
Santa Claus → I'm too old to believe in him...last time it was jsut my dad in a santa suit....craaazzyy Christmas that year...
Kiss on the first date → Never took a gal out for a date...
Angels → Yeah...I' m the DEAD guardian angel for the love of my life...since she picked another one...

Well, that answers it all, till then.

Terance

Gloop!

Gloop! I'm back! My class got quarantined, so I'm at home today! Well...she seems happy now...so I don't really bother anymore..lols...now what really matters me is that what skill should i have 99 in rs???? Crafting sounds good as it is rare..but if i stil go on for strength, i might regret it..since it's such a freaking common cape!!!! Damn...and i got my new Rubik's cube! My record was 2minutes 47seconds..quite good for me..lols...gotta improve...well...till then, good luck to all of my readers out there!

Terance

Truth to my Sadness

The true story to my sadness...well...technically, she fell for another guy, a Form 4...picked him, over me, not replying my texts, not talking to me much..and many other stuff...but meh...I got sad over that....and yet I call myself a man...lols...it's really heart-hurting ya'know...but alas...all sadness can't last forever, so I've gotta let go now, since I've found that my purpose is to "Protect"..hahas...

In other news, I'm starting to feel that it's Doom's Day for us all(refering to all of mankind), as the Influenza A(H1N1) virus is spreading like wildfire, killing innocent souls along its way, even my beloved Jie(Kels Jie) might be a suspected H1N1 victim..hopefully not though....

And also, I seemed to have picked up a better understanding of my life, as I found out that it would be better to end a fight through negociation, than to well...fight...sounds that I might be converting to an Armadyl Follower..lols...well..till then...I wish all readers out there to be safe and let's all pray for the H1N1 to die, dissapear and forever stay that way. Good Night.

Till then,
Terance.

Phrases

Hahas, I'm posting this..well..post..from Port Dickson! I'm there now to celebrate my beloved mother's birthday! Well...during the journey, it's all songs from my phone...still thinking of her when i hear the song--"Don't Trust Me". Well...i thought of something really good to post today, I'm gonna share my favourite phrases with all you readers out there! Here isit:

"Holy Shit"

"OhmahGOd!!"

"Crap!"

"Damnitall!!!"

"Wadtehf**k?"

"Holy Crap!"

"BOOM!"

"GlooP!"

And finally,
"Guthix brings me Balance!"

Fallen Guardian

A cold, icy arrow,
Shot through my heart,
With a speed that even I couldn't dogde,
I fell...

The cold icy grips or Sorrow,
Pain, Sadness and Destroyed...
Seeps through my veins,
Killing all Hope, Happiness and Joy,
In me...

My heart was shattered,
Into a million pieces or more,
A great warrior finally fell,
Spirits of fighting have been silenced.

My love is now in the hands of another,
She's happy with it I can tell,
She has another one to protect her,
And so I'm given up,
I'm the Fallen Guardian.

Exams over!!

Ahhh!! Exam's finally over!! Busy playing RuneScape, so didn't update my blog..lols..well, got a decent chat with her, nothing much to say o...lols...she like not much feeling when talking to me already...i wonder isit me thinking too much or it's just real...

Random Posting

Hmmm.....it's a great night! I finally got to talk to her! Although not that much....exams are drawing near....and I haven't even studied!!! Well...i did a lil bit of studying....lols....hmmm...i gotta have a decent chat with her on Tuesday....so..i've got nothing much to say now...

And I wanna say is good luck to all those who are taking the coming exams!

Till then, Terance


p/s--this is damn short post..XD

Day of.....nothing to say...XD

Today was suppose to be a happy day, sadly at the end of the day, which is expected to be the happiest for today...turned out bad...here's how it went...

As usual, I started the day with a lil'bit of Runescape...well...not little...lols...I killed the Shadow Diamond Guardian for the quest Desert Treasure, completed the quest, got Ancient Magicks, killed some Dust Devils, completed the quest Recipe For Disaster, got Barrow Gloves, and logged out. Time for school!

In school, I was more happier than yesterday as I've achieved what I wanted in Runescape...but that isn't my source of happiness...so, we had P.E...played basketball 5-on-5, lost to Wyeming's team...he seems to be the Man of the Match..lols...i can say, he has improved alot. So i rested, gulped down a whole bottle of water, rested again, went down to the field to play some Rugby(Ashroff taught me...XD)...after that, went to play some Soccer, time's up, went back to class and had English....well...that's rather boring....XD

Then, came back home happily, eager to go to tuition! But then, suddenly...I started emo-ing...wtf...how could this happen??? Was it the effect of playing extreme basketball under the immense, scorching sun??? I dunno!!! So I went to tuition as usual...Maths today...learning Loci....lols....the bad thing is that...."she" barely talked to me...or isit me not trying to talk to her??? I dunno...wtf is wrong with me...but then again...i didn't have much chance to talk to her on Thursdays either....so i emo-ed the whole Math class....until Teacher said about the Banana Boat thing that made us all laughed...including me...so after tuition class, I thought that i can catch up with her and have a fast chat, but when I went downstairs..being the second last to leave the room....she was already gone..DAMN IT ALL!!!!

So after that, I texted her, she didn't reply....I think she's not gonna talk to any boys...as she said that day...after a certain friend of mine teased her! Damn.....am i thinking too much, or is she just out of credit...well....tomorrow's tuition is Science, hope i get to sit in my usual spot(in front of her)...then i can ask her clearly, what's going on with her....I might be able to help...T.T...well...I'll stop writing here, hope it all goes well tomorrow....Guthix be with me!

Till then,
Terance

The Poem that Says it All

Another day has passed,
And yet your face shows only sadness,
You say you're alright,
But you're in pain deep inside.

You don't reply my messages,
You don't answer my calls,
I have no choice,
But to leave you be.

All I can say is, I care about you,
And my one and only wish,
Is to be beside you,
To protect you.

I want to be your Guardian Angel,
I want to watch over you,
I want to be beside you always,
I want to be your Shield.

Do not be sad,
For sadness brings even more sorrows,
Let me smile upon you,
To shine away your deepest worries.

You are that special one,
The special one I must and will protect,
As a friend, or more,
I'll always be with you.

Terance

Sadness

The pain,
The horror,
The sadness.

Without your smile,
I'm trapped in the pit of hell,
In the darkest edge of the world,
Where no light shines.

The icy cold winds,
Grip me like claws,
Freezing my heart,
Wiping out all happiness,
Draining all cheerfulness,
From my weak, feeble heart.

Your sadness is my sadness,
Without your smile,
I'll shed tears as long as the River Nile,
So I wish for your happiness to return,
And I'll be waiting at World's End,
To see your beautiful smile again.

Terance

A Day...of BORINGNESS!!!

Wow...it's such a boring day today! But then there's a teacher who's absent...and so...i just did my homework in class..listen to teacher...more homework..more listening that's all....lols

Well..a good thing is that i can finally got 53 Thieving! I can now complete a dangerous quest, Desert Treasure, and then finally complete Recipe For Disaster!!!

Well...got noting much to say though...hmmms...i get to meet her tomorrow! Gonna ask her to try to tell me the personal problem..so i can solve it with her..XD

Till then,
Terance.

The Poem For You

For you, I see,
For you, I hear,
For you, I breathe,
For you, I live.

For you, I move on,
For you, I fight on,
For you, I protect,
For you, I exist.

For you, are the reason why I speak,
For you, are the reason why I sleep,
I think of you, day and night,
I pray for you before I sleep,
For you, mean everything to me.

I shall move on,
I shall wait,
For the day that comes,
For the day that when you return,
For the day that when you be mine.
For you, are my angel.

Terance

Confession

Well, nothing's as good as to start the morning with playing badminton! As i said on my previous post, i'm gonna confess to her today morning....and i did! But...it didn't got as well as planned....

JY didn't make it, "her" friend didn't make it too...so that leaves both of us together...for two whole hours...after one hour of playing badminton, we went outside to have a drink and eat the cake she brought for both of us...after that, we went upstairs of the clubhouse, looking at the view of the Golf Course from atop....i turned to her, and tried to tell her....but then i just can't keep a straight and serious face....i laughed...for the following 10 minutes, we just stood there, nothing to say to each other....me laughing off sometimes for no good reason...i'm just pathetic....and then, it struck me....i suddenly got the whole thing over, i put on a serious face, called her, she looked at me, asking,"you wanna tell me yet?", then....my mouth opened..."i..", my heartbeat was like a wild horse, dashing across the fields of grass...." you what?" she asked, and then i spilled it, "i like you, your like an angel to me, you take my trouble away, that's why i like you..", we just stood there, sudden silence befell us...and then, i asked "will you accept me?", she replied, "awww....how sweet, but sadly, i can't accept you.....well....can't for now.....i have some unsettled personal problems....", i was already shocked when i heard"i can't accept you..." but then, "not for now", i asked her back, "what do you mean, not for now?", she answered,"if that damn problem was solved long ago, i could've accepted you long ago, my dear..."

Although it didn't go as planned, although i didn't get her, but now i know...she does have feelings for me....or so i think...but there's nothing to worry about her for me....and so, i wish her good luck on solving the problem...my patience will be tested here.....i shall wait for you.....even if it takes eternity...

Till then,
Terance.

Ellows everyone once again! Sorry for not posting a new post yeserday...kinda have nothing to say...well...tomorrow i'm going to play badminton at the clubhouse...and "she"'s going too....i'm thinking of telling her, face to face about my true feelings...hope she accepts it though...T.T...well...nothing much to say...just found that playing Barrows is much more fun than hunting..so now i'm addicted to it..although still no good rewards from the chest...well..back to DotA..

Till then,
Terance.

My day today

Now....the main point....about my day...

Well, the typical stuff....like usual Thursdays, we have P.E.This time, our class basketball players all agreed on playing full court, 7-on-7...at the end, my team won with the score of 7-4...lols....if your asking why such a short match...well, it's because it's full court and we all are running like mad through and fro the basketball court....it's tiring you know....XD

Then me and a couple of peeps were lucky that Pn.Sharon was on leave(I forgot to bring a food product label for an assignment in English....just found one though..XD).All we do was just talk around and played an unsuccessful game of Mafia, Police and Citizens(i know it's childish)....and i got one whole period(25mins) to think about whether is my love true for "her" or not....at the end i guess it's true...

Well, when i came home, i enjoyed the dinner my grandma made, it was my favourite dishes(not gonna tell'em XD) then i heard that my friend, whom i mention earlier in my posts, the backstabber guy....let's just call him JF..he coupled with the girl of his dreams...and at the end, the case where he backstabbed me was solved and we were both sorry,although i don't even know what i am sorry for, and we both became good friends again...yay...i guess....

Now....i do have a crush on "her", for those who read my blog and know who it is...just don't say "her" name out, and keep quiet, comment all you want, just don't mention her name...as i was saying...i constructed a poem...just for her...and i'll post it on my next post...just don't feel like blogging anymore tonight..

Well, till then,
Terance.

Chinchompa Hunting

Aaah....after a day's work of hunting..those cute, but yet deadly Chinchompas! If you those who read my blog and dunno what's a chinchompas, well...here's a picture of it:

Cute huh??? Well..here is a picture of my character hunting it them!

Well about that....it's really quite fun though....click to view full picture....lols...

Is this telling me Something???

Well....i gotta thanks Kels Jie for encouraging me to blog...now....let's talk about interesting stuffs....

I had a really weird dream last night...and it has nothing to do with my previous ones, although most of them do...lols....so, i don't remember how it started, but what i remembered was me going out to sea....trying to catch the largest swordfish(awkward, huh?)....i didn't know the reason why i went out to sea to catch a swordfish.....lols...then after that, the captain sailed in a small river and says we're heading to the Monkey King Bar??? Too much DotA i guess.....but then, i was thrown offboard and i was captured by the civilians there...now the dream just turned from a fishing trip, to being a fugitive....then, things were blurry...i was sentence to 3 years of spending life in jail...for disturbing their river...lols....and when i was in the jail cell....a light shone...then a book titled"God is the Creator, How to be God for Dummies"...i was like...shocked i guess.....when i read the beginning, it said, this book will self destruct under the reader's command or after 350 hours of reading this book....another awkward case??

So...the first chapter of the book was like, if God were to leave his candle-lit, holy throne in a cinema because he booked a ticket to watch some cool summer block-buster movie and forgot to come..and you came in and sat on his throne unknowingly, well, congrats!!! This is really getting awkward....i wonder that if this dream is trying to tell me something....well..i doubt that i will get to continue on this book in my dreams...because my dreams continue very seldomly.....

Well, next i might be writing about the gal i'm aftering...
Till then,
Terance.

Sadness of the Day

Okay, let's talk about the real stuff now....
I'm rather down these days as i just found some of my friends are backstabbing me...(Rikimarus?) They've been talking bad about me for a looong time....do friends really have to be like this??Well, i dont really bother if they treat me as friends or not...since i did and now they backstabbed me, so i'll just ignore them...

Grr....about the girl i'm trying so hard to get....it's still no use....i'm still waiting until Mid-Autumn Festival comes...then i'll give her the poem i wrote...hope she likes it..but then again, getting a girl ain't easy...

So i'll stop for now then, i'm going to bed soon, and tomorrow morning i'll be getting 53 Hunter to hunt Chinchompas...cute, adorable raccoon like squirrel-creatures....that.........EXPLODES WHEN ATTACKED!!!
Till then,
Terance

re-blogged

I've re-blogged...decided to do this because..
Firstly, I don't have a proper diary....lols...
Secondly, I have a lot of things in mind..so yeah..i just wanna type it all out on the computer...and i don't really care whether people read it or not...

So there you have it!!!

Ehlow peeps!

Second day blogging...school's starting soon...and wost...Monday first period in school is........the evil Kamariah!!! HOLY SHIT!!!!

Damn it...well....nothing much to say....back to gaming...LOL...52 summoning!! FTW!!

Wowee~ Finally created a blog......LOL......the life of a runescape player.....lame title, huh?